Current mood:

drained

The Last Stand
Well, I'm bawling. And sometimes it's healthy to have a good cry. I think my personal life has need one for a long time. Company reorganization. Breast cancer scare. Dad in the hospital. But really I am bawling over artifice.

Not artfice really, but BSG. When the last season premiered this January, I did the usually counting to see when the series would end. And much to my anguish, I realized that it would hit the day I would have to fly out for my annual Italy trip. So I distanced myself. I knew I couldn't be there for the end.

I had a great trip and then I gto back last Wednesday, and eventhough I was home, I waited. Denial? I had to come to terms. Well, tonight was the night. With copious wine and chocolate.

Not sure if anyone is still in the sandbox.

It's a bit JK Rowling. Almost everyone got their due.

Very basic distraught thoughts.

LOVED the beginning on Caprica. Especially the Kara / Zac /Lee fic writing itself.

Of course Baltar could not stay on the other side of the line. Where would the series be?

LOVED Cottle's emotional last stand and Roslin telling him to go smoke a cigarette.

Loved the moment the twins rendezvous-ed on the base ship.

Loved Romo Lampkin FOR PRESIDENT.

Loved Boomer oweing the Old Man One.

Amused by the strip club, especially since I had seen images in the early rememberance vids.

Totally right that Tyrol should break the cycle and shoot Tory.

Sam! Galactica's hybrid! Long time coming. Especially since a friend told me a year ago that he had a fic where Galactica was the last cylon. . .

But whoa is me. Kara.

Because it is Galactica, and sunsets are not so rosy, I had pictured Lee or Kara dying in the other's arms. BUT THIS?

*Bawling* SHE DISAPPEARS? No. NO. NOOOOO!

Damn. So she is a goddess? *damage control* I want my Kara to be a mother of the new land. She just DISAPPEARS? It's so a cheat. She was really dead? All this time? An angel? A mass hallucination? NOT FAIR. And her father. This was one I wanted spelled out. DANIEL. For the validation. She was supposed to be the first Hera. The first human to download.

So. I'm bawling.



So, I guess now I can return to human consumption and read LJ again. I was in exile.